An Okay Day

My day today was alright, I guess. I just finished reading the assigned reading to prepare for my test on Wednesday. I have a Psychology test on Thursday too but I think that test will be easier for me. My day was almost like the usual. Mrs. LameButt woke me up for class. I woke up all hazed like always when I first wake up. I wash up and get dressed for class. You know what sucks though? Having class when it's pouring out there.... When I came outside for my first class, everything was fine and dandy. When class ended, I went to my second class. As soon as I stepped outside, my hair was literally soaking wet.....I don't like holding umbrellas, so I always get wet. After my two classes, I go to my last one with nothing but hatred....I have a seminar with a professor that has a monotone Dr....

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Yup.

It's been a while since I last posted up something. Sorry guys. Well. My life has been pretty weird for the last few weeks. This is what I want to talk about. It ALWAYS happens in movies but I would never think that it would happen to me. You have a best friend whom you are really close to (with my story, the friend being the opposite gender). Even after so much time, you'd think that friendship would always be a friendship, right? No? Yeah. Pretty predictable, huh? She ends up wanting to tell me something but it's one of those moments when it's really hard for a girl to spit out the things on her mind to you.They would keep telling you things such as, "It's complicated.""I don't know how to say this.""There's something I want to tell you, but I don't know if I should tell you." After all...

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It Doesn't Feel Right Anymore

I look in the mirror and I know it's me, but it doesn't seem like me. It's as if this isn't the way my life was meant to be. Everything feels like it has changed and I am trapped and I can't seem to move on. Feels like something has gone wrong and I don't know what it is. Sometimes I feel I am not meant to be in this situation, like I am looking from the outside in on my life, how it's supposed to be. Everything around me used to be full of life, full of excitement, and nothing could stop me when I'm going for my goals. Nothing feels the same - so much different to how it used to. Certain things don't feel the same anymore. It drives me mad thinking about it. My heart aches. My body feels tired. The passion that drove me isn't there anymore. I exist just to exist.Everything good that has...

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R E S P E CT

You know what aggravates me? When a person just cannot notice that another isn't getting the respect he/she deserves. For example, if Josh always gave Mickey space when she needed it and helped her whenever she could not help herself, Mickey should at least do SOMETHING for him. It doesn't have to be anything big, but show him that she respects him and does not take advantage of him. I just can't stand it when someone isn't considerate of others. For me, it makes me feel neglected, used, hurt, and I just end up having self-pity upon myself. My ideas. My thoughts. My opinions. Those are what I use everyday of my life to learn from. They are not to be harshly criticized in an uncalled manner. It is just down right disrespect. You know that quote, " Treat others the way you want to be treated"?...

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Something Cool

You know what I find pretty cool and sweet? Ever think about the word FAMILY? Have you ever given a lot of thought about the word?F - FatherA - andM - MotherI - IL - LoveY - You I remember this from Church. This was what he preached about. Just a quick thing to tel you guys xD So when someone asks you what does family mean to you, you say it means, " Father and Mother, I love you....

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No Class Due to Weather

I didn't want any school when I drove back up to Athens on Sunday. Guess what? My wish came true lolsNow if only the wishes that I actually REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY want to come true, CAME true....I would be soooo happy! The snow came down SOOOOOOOOO much Sunday night. We came out there and sled down a hill near my building and it was sooo fun!! Snowball fight. Wrestling in the snow. I also played some loudddd music from my room for everyone. Best thing ever haha Here was the most dangerous that night though. I was daring enough to drive 4 minutes away to pick up my friend.  The road was SOOOOOOOOOOOOoooOoOoOoOOoooOoo icyyyyy!!! Three cars crashed 3 FEET away from me!! All the cars were dumb and slammed the breaks. It was partly funny though haha. The three cars slid into each...

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No Title

If you want to read a story, here's a good one for you xD ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm. I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together. She said, "I miss...

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It's not "Just a Dream"

I've been addicted to the song, "Just a Dream" by Nelly but not his version. I'm addicted to the cover made by Sam Tsui and Christina Grimmie (Just keep clicking next on the 'Lalalla's' until you're at the song xD).  It's a good song and pretty obvious what it's about. He loved a woman soo much, but he just didn't want to marry her. She got tired of waiting and moved on and now it's killing him to know that she won't ever be his again. The soft touch of the piano comes in and then the electric piano jumps in with a hymn. It gives the effect that it's getting louder but also signaling him to sing his first line. Another electric piano comes in to give a trippy effect of the song, giving the impression of the chorus. The girl comes in to show that, of course, is a duet but about two...

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School is getting closer...

I don't want to go to school!!!!!!! BAD SCHOOL!!! BADDD!!!...

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Your Protector

I want to be the one who you come to for care and comfort. I want to be the one who will always be the first to run into your head when you're in need. Your mom. Your dad. Your brother. Your sister. No. I want to be the person you will call right away when you need somebody the most. If you fall and can't get up, I want you to call for me. I will be there faster than anything you have ever seen. You know how a mother turns into supermom when her child is in distress? I want to be the superhero who saves the day - your day. I want to be the one who hears your voice even when I'm miles and miles away. I will be right beside your side in a blink of an eye. Your family comes first. Selfish, but I want to be the one who comes first in the time of need. Call my name and I will fly to you. I will...

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My Jacket Came xD

I got my jacket today! lols It's nice and warm and cozy and I look.....cool haha I tried taking pictures but because it's such a cloudy and gloomy day, the lighting sucks. The lights in my house also sucks lols So I took it with my desktop's WebCam. It's much brighter, but the quality sucks. I tried smiling too but only for Maki...haha btw,..my hands are not in those positions because I felt that it was stylish. I was trying to cover up for holding the mouse in my right hand haha. Pretty good cover up, huh? xP My usual face in taking pictures xP The face I have to make when I'm with Maki.... Ignore the room lols Gosh...I suck at...

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My CLEAN room!!

I finally cleaned my room xD I wonder how long the cleanliness will last....haha Here are the pictures xP The floor is CLEAN!!!! xD Ignore the fact that I have a Lambo bed and stuffed animals..hehe.. Nice and tidy. Haha cherries...I've been eating them all day. Closed TADA! ( I have no more clothes.... ) I basically threw out all the clothes I knew I would not wear anymore.  As you can see, I have little clothes now haha. You can also see that I have a lot of dress shirts. I love dress shirts xD I used to have more but a lot of them were given away. Good thing I want to go on a shopping spree for new clothes!...

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Cleaning my room

I still have not finished cleaning my room yet....It's been three days and I'm still not done.....The first day I finished cleaning up my lil book case since I always end up putting EVERYTHING thing on there.... The second day I took out basically all my clothes out of my closet. My closet was clean (empty), but having my room dirtier than it has ever been lols. I have A LOT of jeans and out of basically 35, I only have 9 in my room that fits me. The others are too small. I swear...I didn't grow like THAT haha. Counting the jeans in my dorm, I have probably around 15 jeans total xP lols It's cleaner now than when I had alllll my clothes...

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"The Notebook "

I was on facebook and I saw my friend say that "The Notebook" was a really great movie. I have always wanted to see the movie for myself but it never came to mind to ACTUALLY watch it lols I downloaded the movie and I also downloaded " PS I love You", but I won't be watching it unless I'm with Maki. She wants me to watch it with her and of course I don't mind xD When I was watching "The Notebook", my other friend told me to get prepared. The movie, or the story read int he movie, is basically going to be me and Maki lols. After I watched it, I understood but I hope the obstacles wouldn't be like that, you know? We love each other. We live...

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Last day of 2010 and New Years

Here's what I did for my last day haha Well, I was supposed to go bowling in the morning with my friends. I told them to call me to wake me up at 9. They did. Because I was still sleepy, I didn't want to go anymore lols. They kept calling but I didn't want to pick up anymore xD. I ended up going to the park with them though. My brother took me and coincidentally they were there. I had brought my puppy, Missy, with me too. She didn't have a collar, nor did I have a leash. So half the time I had to carry her in my arms lols. Good thing that when I put her down, she just likes cuddling next to my feet instead of running off xP. My brother let me...

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