Fortune Tellers

 I was randomly thinking. You know those fortune tellers?

I think they're stupid. I mean c'mon!!!!!
They say the most generalized stuff and WHOOP-DEE-DOO, people believe them like they're gods.

I can be one too if I wanted to.

All I would have to do is say stuff like, " I'm looking in my magic glass ball...I....I....I see something.....".
Then the person would repeat what over and over and over.

" You lost something most dear to you in the past...."

lols. I think everyone has lost something most dear in the past. I know I have. You see how general I'm becoming? suckers....xP

The guy would gasp from shock and be so amaze. I'd just say that he would soon find it in the near future. He'd be all happy and whatnot and give me money thinking I have great magical powers.

So gullible...xP!! haha

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Myspace and Facebook

It's funny how I used to tell myself and many others,

" Facebook is boring. I would never use it. Myspace is more fun. "

Look at me now though. I'm a facebook addict....Every single day I would get on facebook. It doesn't matter if I have no notifications or any invites to any events, I just HAVE to get on. I don't do anything. I just get on.  Sometimes I just click the home button over and over, but I don't know why. Nothing new pops up after 50 times of clicking home.....

Myspace used to be the shiznit though. With HTML, my backgrounds and layout would be so super duper cool!!! Facebook doesn't do that but trust me....you won't care haha. Now that I think about it, that's all I can think of about Myspace. The layouts. Nothing more. So I guess facebook IS better, but everybody knows everything about you with everything you post lols. If you have facebook, everyone knows your life without even having to talk to you....creeper-ish...haha.

Myspace started looking like facebook though. Every update and every upgrade - it would have something to do with the similarity of facebook. The statuses, the way things are sent and viewed - all copied from facebook. There IS one thing facebook copied from Myspace though. I could have this backwards, but hopefully I'm right. Facebook copied the instant messaging from Myspace. Wait. I think I'm wrong. Or maybe I'm right. Oh wells!!! Someone copied from someone!!!

I felt like logging on Myspace for some reason today and guess what? It's not a social networking site like it used to be anymore. It is now an "Entertainment Network". Myspace isn't even Myspace. It's " My_Space". Yes. The underscore matters.... It's nothing but a music sharing website. Not the kind of music sharing where music is illegally downloaded, but then again everyone does that. I'm not saying I do that ( this is the internet. I will not say I download music for free or will I say I pay for music. xD) lols.

Facebook is better than Myspace. The end.

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Man to Man

 In a man to man conversation, how can you talk deeply in a way that isn't awkwardly gay?


I was talking to one of my friends today and I just realized how it can work. All of a sudden (I don't want to call him gay but, it was really gay) he just starts talking all femininely.  Don’t get me wrong, I love giving advice and all for people who needs it, but the way he approached the problem to me…it was sort of weird, and of course….gay… He just all of a sudden busted out crying about how he misses his ex so much. I don’t like it when people cry but I held my head up, mostly because of the shock that I was in from him blowing up. He told me how he misses her face and the way she talks to him. He then asks me how I felt about my girlfriend. Instead of me answering, I just asked him about his present girlfriend. You know what he told me? His present girlfriend is his bounce back. I was all wtf??

I then asked him what was wrong with him. He all of a sudden became the opposite of what he was, before crying. He all of a sudden said that his ex is a previously owned vehicle and that he is now into that new car smell – his present girlfriend. I got so confused, but I called him an asshole.

With that said, I just said to myself to answer his question he had asked me. This was when I found out how guys can talk to each other in deep thought. It is for the guy that is listening, to call the one talking gay while talking. This is how I remembered the conversation:

    Mr. LB: I’m going to answer your question now.

    Friend: Why? She seems so controlling. All she ever does is make you become the girl. What happened to you being the guy I once knew?

    Mr. LB: Knew?

    Friend: Yeah. The guy who wasn’t thinking each and every minute about how to be romantic with a girl….

    Mr. LB: Look man…She’s the most amazing girl in the whole world. I love her. She’s the only girl that makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time…

    Friend: You are so gay right now…

    Mr. LB: When I’m not with her…I’m not living. I only exist until I can hold her in my arms again.

    Friend: Wow. That is the gayest thing I’ve ever heard.

    Mr. LB: What about you?

    Friend: Dawg, my ex is the only girl I’ve come to ever think about. But I don’t know if I will ever be able to win her back. Every single time I think about her, I want to cry.

    Mr. LB: You’re gayer than me…At least I don’t cry.

    Friend: I love you man.

    Mr. LB: You’re gay. I love you too.

    Friend: Faggot.

             

                Other than typing to each other, the only way to actually talk one on one to another guy, you got to call each other gay. Lols. I’m mad how the words I said sounded pretty smooth, but my friend kill everything by calling me gay haha. We then went our separate ways back home. I guess it was a good talk. I guess….lols…

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Locked-in.

So. I'm at my Church lock in right now and I find it pretty cool because I'm one of the adults who watch over the kids now. I used to BE the kids haha. Staying up late and playing cards all night. During the lock ins, there would be a Praise and Worship, which is pretty self explanatory. The only part that isn't self explanatory though, is the music during the Praise and Worship. We would have our own band and we would sing and dance all night long. There would also be a time of Adoration, which is a time to reflect in prayer and silence.

After that, the fun stuff begins. We would play games and do fun activities!!! Here's the new thing though. I don't have to participate in the games anymore!!! Whoo!!! I MAKE the games ahha. There was a game where I made the kids bowl with potatoes lols. They had a lot of fun. The very simple games, but making it competitive, but not TOOO competitive is very fun for them. Yelling and screaming out chants. Do funny dances and moves for the laughter. Learning in ways so fun, you'd never expect anything like it.

Now I'm in a very big room with the male kids and I'm off far on the side away from them to also make sure they don't do anything stupid. Well I have to stop blogging and let my phone charge with my laptop. The outlet for some reason doesn't work, so ttyl lols

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Girls and Their Make-up.

Girls no matter who they are, where some kind of make up, whether if it's just eyeliner or all of the above. Some just put some on to cover their blemishes, and some just overdo it like icing on a cake. Is it a turn off? To me, it is. When I see a girl with loads of makeup on my impression is that either they are trying hard to seek attention or they have low self esteem and think that makes them look good and hence more liked...that's just the impression I get.

I understand that girls like make up and all, but sometimes "less is more", don't you think? Make-up can make a girl look very pretty, don't get me wrong; but to me it should be an occasional thing. The most a girl really needs on her face is eyeliner and some lip gloss. A lot of girls ask me about if they look pretty with this and that on. I say natural beauty makes a girl look her best. They give me a funny face and just go, " Are you on CRACK??" No I am not on crack. I bet if someone were to take a survey whether a guy likes a girl with make up or not, no make up would win by a landslide. So many guys like a girl who wears less so much more. The guy would be able to touch her face and show affection without the girl going. " Ahhhh, you smudged my makeup!!" Stupid....

I have friends who tell me that the most they do to their girlfriends is kiss them on the lips. Not even cheek. Why? The girls don't want their face to get "ugly". The truth is, if a girl thinks make up is one of their high priorities...THAT'S ugly.

You ask what kind of make up I like on a girl? I'll tell you. I like a girl with either no makeup or a light touch if she is going out. I see girls that got soo makeup on I "can't see her face".
Just as a side note I hate girls who get the tips of there nails done and leave the rest of it blank. Like WTF you too lazy to finish it or are you abrade to get nail polish on your fingers? If you do your nails do the WHOLE fingernail not just the top half of it. Please!...

As for makeup eyeliner, is okay if you use ONE color. Not multi color eyeliner. Use a single color that doesn't stand out too much and just do a light touch.

I like mast lipstick on a girl but there is this one red color that is soo bright and thick looking it makes you stare at her lips and are like OMG what was she thinking (maybe it's a way to get guys to stop looking at her boobs?) just a subtle color or not soo thick would be nice to show off your lips without making them the main focus point. The best lipstick on a girl is lipgloss though lols. Makes their lips very attractive and also softens. Especially when you kiss them xP

 I've never met a woman who looks better with makeup on than she does with it off.

It's a shame because many women are really beautiful and yet a lot of them freak out at the idea of showing their face in public without it being covered in paints and pigments. It's a shame that they're so ashamed of their naked faces because their usually very beautiful.

Every girl is beautiful no matter what anyone says. With make up, sometimes girls are attractive but only when properly used.


Honestly, girls really DO look so beautiful without make up. You know what a natural face tells me? That she is not afraid of what people think. Whoever that likes her and sees her like that everyday, would be the real friends everyone deserves. Think about it. If you're a girl who never used to wear make up, how many friends did you have? how many guys talked to you? Compare that to when you started wearing make up. Did a lot more guys want to talk to you? Did more people want to be your friends? What does that say about them?


They didn't notice you because of your personality. They noticed you because of the false beauty over the REAL beauty that you have. Only the ones you love and care for notice your natural beauty. Only the ones you love and care for loves YOU for who YOU are. Make up does nothing but to hide who you really are.
that's why I like girls who wear less. Makeup are just accents to bring out your natural beauty, not to give you a new fake one.

A girl will ALWAYS look beautiful without make up on. Make up is only supposed to help reveal that beauty, remember that. Trust me.

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Finally over...

My finals are FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The end. xD

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Sincerely, your body.

I'm dying....I feel like shit. Studying like this.....I'm hurting myself and I'm now feeling it. She told me to not kill myself and I said I wouldn't, but I think I am starting to. I just have one more day until the test and then I can finally sleep and study. I would have to study for one more final but it won't be as bad.

My body. You know what it's telling me?

Please....please stop doing this to me....I can't take it anymore and I don't think I can hang on in there any longer. I haven't had any nutrients/food in me for quite some time now. I know studying is something you have to do but how you're doing it is stupid. I don't want to be mean but why didn't you listen to everyone? SHE even told you again and again to stop doing what you're doing. That's why you didn't even notice her even when she was in the same room with you. You're only hurting me and I'm about to shut down. I'm begging you...PLEASE...just PLEASE!!! I don't know how you're managing this. I'm going to pass out. I'm going to crumble. I'm going to fall and it won't be easy to get back up. Please let me sleep. Please give me food. I can't function like this. I'm crying, but there are no tears. You're killing me, but there is no blood. 

I am like a rose. You're not giving me my water and sunlight, my food. I'm wilting. I am not beautiful anymore. I am not glowing anymore. I am not red anymore. I am becoming a dirty color. I am now starting to represent the image of dead.....

You're giving me symptoms that I'm not supposed to have. Just do it for me please? You say you know how to take care of me, but what are you doing now? You've left me stranded. You've left me stranded in the middle of nowhere. I'm collapsing. I have fallen and have gotten back up. You're about to make me fall and lose my ability to survive....

Just one more day, alright body? I have been mean to you and I have been neglecting you. It will all be over soon. Just try your best to hang in there. I'm the one begging to you now. I've only eaten once this weekend, and I've only slept for 3 hours this weekend. I'll eat one more time for you. For you to have the energy to overcome the falling. To overcome your collapsing. You will not die. I promise. It's a promise I will forever keep. You're the one who made me who I am. Without you, I am just a soul. I would be just a soul floating in the universe, not knowing how it would feel to have a life. One more day.

Just one more....

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