Will you be there?

Have you ever had thoughts in your head and wanted to express them, but couldn't? You don't know how to feel nor do you know what to do. Feeling scared and feeling worried but not sure why? I don't know why, but I see smiles everywhere and I love it, but I also want to be a part of them more than ever. Typing these words down, but I don't know how I feel. I'm listening to a slow song - not sad but just slow. What does my heart say to me? I hear nothing. What does my mind say to me? There's so much but I can only get nothing from it. My eyes droop and my body feels tired and hot. What is going on? My mind feels blank and I'm just forcing words out. Am I happy? Am I sad? What am I feeling....? There's nothing but confusion and not knowing where to go. There's only one that I can pick out from...

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Passion, Gladness, Purity

Every little thing you do for me - I thank you.  I look around myself and see all the great people and love that surrounds me can only make me happier. When I met you, you were the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes upon. Now that we've come together, your creativity, your caress, your personality - you're the most beautiful creation God has ever made. I'm the luckiest person in the world to have you.  The way you treat me is different from anyone I've met in my lifetime. Your influence on me has only made me a better person, far better than I could ever think I've become. I have come a long way and it's because of you that deserves...

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Puppy time!

I was trying to play with Missy and she just likes my dad more lols. She would ALWAYS give the ball back to him but for me...well.....hehe....

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College...

I need college money....'nuff said...

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My Mother lols

Soooooo.....I had told you guys that I was going to tell you something about my mama when she stayed home by herself haha Let me explain to you why she has been staying home alone though. That would be a real big part of this story lols Well, I'm in college so I don't go home until the end of every week then back to school once the weekend is over. My dad left to my home country because my grandma is sick. Who takes care of the house now? My mom xD But after what I tell you, I doubt you guys will think she would be the best person to take care of it, but instead kill it haha I tell my mom that I was going to come home later than I usually do...

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Sesame Street

You have all seen Sesame Street. We all have. Even if you were just born in the year of 2011, you still have seen it lols. You know what I think Sesame Street is? This is my theory about Sesame Street. Sesame Street is a gang. Yes. Think about it.Sesame Street ITSELF looks like the ghetto. I mean, you never see anybody but the characters!The only time you see humans, it's because they're high off of marijuana. They be smokin' dat weed! The puppets aren't real. The humans are delusional lols Elmo is a Blood. Cookie Monster is a Crypt. You know why he eats cookies and can never be full from them? He be eating them hash cookies (Cookies filled with...

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Happy Times xD

Sorries for not posting things up for a long while. I've had tests I had to study. I wanted to write about how I hate tests and studying but I resisted. Do you hate it when you study for so long and then when you come to the test, it feels like you studied the wrong stuff? That's exactly how I felt when I was taking my chem test. There were practice exams and I redid the homeworks given, but NOOOOOOOO....The test was TOOOOO different. It was about the OTHER stuff in the book.....Sucks....I totally bombed it. I gotta do better. My other tests.....were better. I did well on my psychology but I don't know what to say about my other one. I didn't...

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Smiles

So. I woke up at 6 to go check up on my car. I couldn't see anything because it was still dark out but I called the police. I wasn't mad anymore or anything like that because I was thinking rationally instead out of anger. The cop came and I gave him my report and whatnot. The guy who messed with my car was forced to come out and to explain his side of the story. Everything came out truthfully. Then magically, daylight broke. It was bright enough to check up on my car. She wasn't scratched, hurt, or anything at all. The best relief I've ever had in my whole life......The white kid was freaking out and said that if he gave me 400 bucks, would I drop the whole thing and not have to have insurance be involved. I said yes right away xD. The cop left. He gave me 400 cash and my baby is still in...

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Discretion is Advised

Nigga, how would you like it if I touched your fucking shit? The kind of shit you be caring for like crazy? You'd be okay with it? Now what if I fucked up your shit? Would you be okay with THAT, motherfucker? Tell me how I come back from eating and find my car keys missing? I go got damn crazy because I fucking SWEAR I left it on my desk. I look around for my shit til my face turns red. My car keys, my house keys, my dorm key, all the crap I need. I run upstairs to my friend's room and see if I left it in her room when I was up there. Motherfuckers weren't there! This is when the bullshit starts. I go back downstairs all pissed off and some nigga comes and gives me back my keys. You know what he said? You know what the MOTHERFUCKER SAID??I am so sorry....WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?I run my Asian...

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