How Does Love Work?

That's a really great question. how does love work? I mean is it just a characteristic of our well being? Being as it may love is a language that no one will ever understand completely. Love comes in a form we could never be able to aspire in our lives. Why is that we know that we're in love. Is it really love or is it just a crush that would just end up in soul crushing? How we can decipher love, is if we conquer all the hurt we have faced BECAUSE it is the one thing that brings us down. It is what makes us want to not love any more. 

When you're watching a drama or a soap opera, are there a lot of break ups and fights and confused love between a plentiful of people? Is it because of what we see, we're afraid of getting the chance to find love? Are we afraid that we're going to end up like that? We shouldn't be. It only works if you believe it works. That's when you will be able to find love. It is for you to be able to have love also find you.

Love Finds You:

•      How you know when love finds you? I know this very well. 
• If you're a guy - When love finds you is when you see a girl and no matter what you're thinking of, it's her that replaces every thought that's not her one....by....one. It's when all shuts down so that she is the only girl you can see. She is the only girl that clicks into your head whenever you think of something. This is how you know love found you...and you don't want to push it away...
• If you're a girl - When love finds you is when you look into the man's eyes and know exactly what he is to you. The kind of look no one could ever give you. With sincerity, passion, truth, honor, decency, and heart is how the look looks like to your eyes. You know right away that he will be the one who covers you in a time of need. You know right away that he will be the one who protects you. You know there will be times he will fail at protecting you, but know that he tried. He tried his best, his full strength, his full emotion, and he tried with everything else he had to take care of you. That is what protection is. You feel all this then....love has found you and you don't want it to ever stop.

Once love has found you, what do you do now? All you can really do is to ride it for as long as an eternity. Once love has found you and you've accepted it, that will be a one-in-a-lifetime moment and you will never forget it. What do you mean how long as an eternity? You can't get off the ride. It's a continuous search for true love. If you don't think he or she would be the one for you then that means you just fell off your ride and you're hanging on for dear life to get back in the seat. You getting back up would be the only way to be happy again.

Getting Back Up

• How do you get back up? Try this.
• What you do is you hang in there and pull yourself up. If you have ever gotten dump by someone special to you, then you know how that throbbing in the heart feels like. That throbbing is every strain you use in your arms to pull you back up to your ride. It's you trying to get over him or her. You start doing things to take away the pain. You're meeting new friends and you're outside again - away from the dark and empty space you were in. When that throbbing starts to diminish, when that strain starts to less hurt, that's when you know that you've finally climbed up into your seat. Ride now you're just panicking and gasping about what just happened to you.
• When you know that you're actually back up is when it feels as if you've gotten over that panic attack and started enjoying the ride again. 

Once you've actually enjoyed your ride again, that means you're moving on with life. You're ready to ride another ride or perhaps that same ride. You end up deciding a different ride though. You chose a different one because you want to go to a better ride than that. You're finding another someone special. You're feeling those same feelings when love finds you. This time though, you start to trust it again. But guess what? It happens again. You are having to get back up again. You end up not though. Instead you let go and get hurt. It's too hard for you to pull yourself back up. You can't keep going with love, you're to scared so you screamed and let go. You don't want to ride any ride again because you don't want to get hurt anymore. Once is all you want to experience in rides in your lifetime. So what you do is force yourself to be trapped sick on a bed - a hospital bed.

Sick Bedded

• You end up letting go of the ride and have yourself to get badly injured. You didn't want to get back on the ride. You screamed and let go. You are now segregating yourself from the world, who you think can hurt you, or even your own self. You don't want anyone. Your social life has been leaking out and you don't want to fix it. You never want to ride or even look at another ride again. You don't want to find love and you don't want love to find you.

The most you can do at this point is to what? This we can only find on our own terms. You open up to a friend and that friend helped you find another path to the happiness you kept desiring. You force yourself to come to realize that being tormented by fear should not be the thing that ends you. You want to break free and soar into the sky above the clouds to feel better.

Once you break free and have the courage to ride again, new things that you would have never thought would happen. After so long of a hibernation, you find the most amazing ride you have ever witnessed. You get on it and love the ride so much. There were some bumpy parts you didn't like but you got through it. Getting through it, you still liked the little bumpiness even though it may have been irritable. You knew that after the bumpiness, the smooth sailing would come back. The bumpiness was a little annoyance, but you still love the ride.

Greatest Ride

• You finally found the right person for you again. You feel that this is the one person who could only make you feel as happy as you are now. You're ready to, again, accept that mind-hypnotizing or that protector. What makes the person much more greater than the rest of anyone else is because of one thing. All those feelings you get from him or her got an addition to the list. That addition was continuous compassion for one another. 
• This would be the real true love finding you. All those others without the addition was YOU finding love. You were just confused which was which. Now you just want the ride to go on forever.

You don't ever the ride to end but it eventually comes to a stop. The ride made you very happy and you were satisfied. Love found you and you could never be happier. You got up and smiled. The ride was done, now you had to go.

Ride Satisfaction

• Once you and your special someone have been together for the longest of time, you two had to go. You grow weak and you have to finally rest. You have to finally sleep. You're gone. You're gone but you went with a smile. Love found you and you also have found love. Love dies though, but it dies when it's job has fully been accomplished.
• You've loved him and even at the end, you did not stop.
• You rethink think the times you were with her and she did nothing but fill your heart up. When it was accidentally spilled, she filled it up for you. You love her with your whole heart. You love her with everything you could ever imagine possible. You apologize quietly to yourself about the things you have ever done to hurt her. You then imagine all the cute names you've ever called her - Em, Honey Bunches of Oats, Sweet Potato, Baby Girl. You know you love her always&forever. You loved her fully. 

She loved you %100 no matter the situation. Muahs...(:

I love you sooooooo much, baby girl. Muahs. Promise me again to never leave me?

 (c)Mr. LameButt

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Stupid Infomercials....

Have you guys ever had those pesky phone calls from phone companies to either switch to their company or stupid upgrades that are not necessary? Well, those are so annoying. What I do now is just pick up, then hang up if it's someone that isn't worthy to talk to. You know how you should handle it? Like this lols:

I was at home the other night in the middle of my dinner when the phone rang.

ME: Hello.

AT&T: Hello, this is AT&T ...

ME: Is this AT&T?

AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ...

ME: This is AT&T?

AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ...

ME: Is this AT&T?

AT&T: Yes! This is AT&T, may I speak to Mr. B., please?

ME: May I ask who is calling?

AT&T: This is AT&T.

ME: Ok, hold on.
At this point I put the phone down for a solid 5 minutes thinking that, surely, this person would have hung up the phone. I ate my salad. Much to my surprise, when I picked up the receiver, they were still waiting.

ME: Hello?

AT&T: Is this Mr. B.?

ME: May I ask who is calling, please?

AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ...

ME: This is AT&T?

AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ...

ME: The phone company?

AT&T: Yes, sir.

ME: I thought you said this was AT&T.

AT&T: Yes, sir, we are a phone company.

ME: I already have a phone.

AT&T: We aren't selling phones today, Mr. B.. We would like to offer you 10 cents a minute, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year.

ME: Now, that's 10 cents a minute, 24 hours a day?

AT&T: (getting a little excited at this point by my interest) Yes, sir, that's right! 24 hours a day!

ME: 7 days a week?

AT&T: That's right.

ME: 365 days a year?

AT&T: Yes, sir.

ME: I am definitely interested in that! Wow!!! That's amazing!

AT&T: We think so!

ME: That's quite! a sum of money!

AT&T: Yes, sir, it's amazing how it adds up.

ME: Ok, so will you send me checks weekly, monthly or just one big one at the end of the year for the full $52,560; and if you send an annual check, can I get a cash advance?

AT&T: Excuse me?

ME: You know, the 10 cents a minute.

AT&T: What are you talking about?

ME: You said you'd give me 10 cents a minute, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. That comes to $144 per day, $1008 per week and $52,560 per year. I'm just interested in knowing how you will be making payment.

AT&T: Oh, no, sir. I didn't mean we'd be paying you. You pay us 10 cents a minute.

ME: Wait a minute, how do you figure that by saying that you'll give me 10 cents a minute, that I'll give YOU 10 cents a minute? Is this some kind of subliminal telemarketing scheme? I've read about things like this is in the Enquirer, you know.

AT&T:! No, sir, we are offering 10 cents a minute for ...

ME: THERE YOU GO AGAIN! Can I speak to a supervisor please?

AT&T: Sir, I don't think that is necessary.

ME: I insist on speaking to a supervisor!

AT&T: Yes, Mr. B.. Please hold.

At this point, I begin trying to finish my dinner.

SUPERVISOR: Mr. B.?

ME: Yeth?

SUPERVISOR: I understand you are not quite understanding our 10 cents a minute program.

ME: Id thish Ath Teeth & Teeth?

SUPERVISOR: Yes, sir, it sure is.

ME: (I had to swallow before I choked on my food. It was all I could do to suppress my laughter and I had to be careful not to produce a snort.) No, actually, I was just waiting for someone to get back to me so that I could sign up for the plan.

SUPERVISOR: Ok, no problem, I'll transfer you back to the person who was helping you.

ME: Thank you.

I was on hold once again and managed a few more mouthfuls. I need to end this conversation. Suddenly, there was an aggravated but polite voice at the other end of the phone.

AT&T: Hello, Mr. B., I understand that you are interested in signing up for our plan?

ME: No, but I was wondering - do you have that "Friends and Family" thing because I'm an only child and I'd really like to have a little brother...

AT&T: *click*

lols!

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Profound Thoughts for Easter

I Believe...

That just because two people argue,
It doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
It doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if
We understand that friends change.

I Believe....
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance.

Same goes for true love.

I Believe....
That you can do something in an instant
That will give you heartache for life..

I Believe...
That it's taking me a long time
To become the person I want to be.

I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with
Loving words. It may be the last time you see them..

I Believe...
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...
That we are responsible for what
We do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe....
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...
That my best friend and I, can do anything, or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe...
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you When you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up..

I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, 
But that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe...
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had
And what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...
That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
But, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
Out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...
Two people can look at the exact same
Thing and see something totally different.

I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of
Hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe....
That even when you think you have no more to give, when
A friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I Believe...
That you should send this to all of the people that you believe in, I just did.

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
They just make the most of everything.

Thank you to my friend who sent this to me xD

Happy Easter, you guys!

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Enough Said

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life

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True Meaning of Perfect

You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?
She's not perfect, you aren't either,
and the two of you may never be perfect together
but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,
and admit to being human and making mistakes, 

hold onto her and give her the most you can. 

She may not be thinking about you
every second of the day, but she will give you a part of
her that she knows you can break her heart.
So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze  
and don't expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy,
let her know when she makes you mad,
and miss her when she's not there. 

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life. xD

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Michael Phelps and the US Swim Team

Do you guys know Gabriel Viray? Well he is a great blogger and you guys should heck him out. Here's the Link. On one of his posts he has a video up with the four man freestyle relay.

I finally came around to talk about it but man....one of the best swim races I've ever seen. Not only did the US win, about 4 of the teams broke the world swim record by at least 4 seconds!

You guys really have to watch it. I saw it so many times and still at it. If you don't like swimming, you will like this video. I was in suspense for so long when watching the video. It's greatness....

Did you guys have your hair stand on end? If you didn't then you just suck!!! haha

Great video xP

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RE: to Mrs. LB's post

So, Mrs. LB apparently is in love with this one dude's singing voice. She told me about it a long time ago and I listened to it. Boy oh boy are girls weird.....Honestly, as a singer, he isn't all that great lols.

The only reason girls like his music/covers is because of his voice. He has one of those swooner voices who sound nice which makes every girl like his singing haha. This is what Mrs. LB wrote about the guy:

Now, first ii want to tell you all of my lately obsession over a certain YouTube singer^^ Most of you probably don't know about him cause he's not that well-known. But he is sooooo good ii just HAD to tell you all!!

For starters, his name is "Alex Thao". Here's his youtube link if you're curious^.- Well, ii don't know what else to say other than that his voice is AMAZINGXD ii mean honestly, ii didn't even expect for that voice to come out of him!!Me&&Gracii both think that he has that sort of voice that just makes you melt(:...corny huhlolbut really he does. ii always seem to get butterflies every time ii hear him sing..especially his cover of "Statue", which ii will place at the bottom for you all(:..&&another one of his covers = "What Are Words"

And here's the two videos she posted up:

 

I'm guessing you guys like his voice and and singing, huh? You know what this reminds me of? His singing and the way girls react to him reminds me of a Looney Tune's Cartoon. I'll put up the video and this is EXACTLY how it seems like Mrs. LB and other girls respond to this type of singing.....lols

 

Do you guys agree with me? lols. I'm not hating on anyone but I'm just stating the facts haha

Girls fall for the voice instead of the skill level. Some people sing VERY well but because they don't have a nice voice, they aren't really credited. (I'm referring to me as well lols Still not hating! xP)

Girls are so lame haha

P.S. - I wish I had his voice. If I did....man.....I would TOTALLY be in the big leagues haha

P.P.S. - I call this the Johnny Bravo Swooner voice haha (But used better than he does. Johnny Bravo sucks at getting girls lols)

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One Lovely Blog Award xD

Wassup, my homeboys and homegirls!

You know what is really nice? When you know that what you're posting up on your blog, people read them xD. 

I may rant and write about stuff for my own benefit (relieve of anger, happy mood, just the love of writing) but when people read them and comment about them saying they like it or criticizing in a good way, it makes me happy xD

For the content that I have on my blog, people would never get bored, I guess since I write almost everyday haha, I received a "One Lovely Blog Award" from Busola Olukoya. I thank you very much!

The rules are not as simple as you think for me lols. I have to pass the award onto 15 others. SOUNDS simple but how I do it, I look through everyone's blog and THEN choose haha.

I just realized....it WON'T be hard since I have a little over 15 followers haha so pretty much everyone gets one. That's not that special....lols

Since that's the case, I'm just going to bend the rules and pick only 6 - to make it special xD

Well, here they are in random order xP:

1. KitKat from Kitkat's Tales
2. Gabriel Viray from everydaymachine 
3. Arisa from Quicksand
4. Al from I Have a Blog and I'm Not Afraid To Use It
5. SakixDesu from Brace Yourselves
6. Eeshie from I Don't Skinny Dip...I Chunky Dunk

Thank you again for the blog award and thank you so much for listening/reading to me xD

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Am I Spoiled?

I have three older siblings and they're all married. Usually, if you think about it, if the youngest sibling is younger than all of them by at least 30 years, he or she would get super spoiled, right?

Many is that completely wrong lols
I have two sisters and a brother with five daughters and one son total. That's a lot of nieces, huh?

Well, I never get spoiled....From time to time they would send me some money to just do it, but man that's not a lot.

My brother is the one who gives me the most though. He got me all the video game systems I have and he gave me a phone. That's about it haha.

I really don't mind if I don't get anything but I just want to talk about it. As long as they think about me then that's all it matters xD

Matter of fact, I really don't know where to go from this lols
I guess this is pretty much all I have to say:

I have older siblings but I don't get spoiled - lame.

haha

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Apathetic Drama

So. I had promised to tell you about Tuesday night.

Let me tell you the drama story that I got pulled into.

Here are the people involved (of course not real names):

Amanda (Goes to my school)

Mikey (Amanda's lil brother who is only a couple months younger than I)

Ashley (Friend from school)

Melissa (Ashley's sister)

Here's the story:

I went to the second floor of my hall to hang out with some of the people up there. Amanda just moved into the building, but she was going towards me and then put her hands on her side after saying hi.

"Mr. LB, did you tell my brother and parents that I'm a slut at _insert school_  and everyone hates me?"

I stood there having no idea why she said that. I told her no, why would I? I also said that I don't talk to her and I don't talk to her friends - vice versa.  She said that's what Mikey told her. She said the same to him, but he said, "Just ask Philip and Ashley."

All of a sudden she broke out crying. I really didn't know what to do, so I did what I thought was best. I hugged her and said that if there was anything that I did or said which made her sad, I apologize. 

She sorta stopped crying and I said,

      "I know you through Church and you were in my Sunday School classes. We never had anything against each other and we were always nice to each other. I would never do or say any rumors about you. If you think I would ever question your lifestyle, I would still never say anything to anyone else. I would just keep it to myself."

She just said that in the near future, I should try to not say anythign about her. I just made this face: o.O

From what she just said, I think she thinks I DID spread the rumors.

Anyways. her little brother, Mikey, facebook messaged me. Here's the convo:

Mikey: yo my sister is making up BS about me saying that u and ashley told me my sister is the biggest slut at _insert school_, so if you hear that rumor it isnt true haha

Mr. Lamebutt: She confronted me about it. She also started crying too man, so it doesn't seem like she's lying.

 

Mikey: she does that alot, i mean i did say she was the biggest slut, but its because all my friends from _a high school_ said that so i dont understand where she got u from, i can understand ashley cause she hates me and she thinks i talk to ash 

 

Mr. Lamebutt: idk. I'm not in it so you take care of it.

Now it's two different stories and apparently they both came from Mikey's mouth. 

I call Ashley and she was in shock. She had NO IDEA about ANYTHING. Now I just think things are really fishy. Ahsley said she would call her little sister, Melissa. Melissa goes out with Mikey and she would question him.

From what Melissa told Ashley, THIS TIME Mikey told the story Amanda told me, but there's one difference - One big difference. My name and Ashley's name is switched. Mikey's story to Melissa is that ASHLEY told the rumors, and I was part of the, " Just ask Philip and Ashley" ordeal.

Now there's THREE different stories - all from Mikey. 

Since his parents like me and I like them, I wanted to call them. Since my phone is gone, I didn't have their numbers anymore. Mikey would NOT give them to me. When I called him, this was his excuse, " I don't have my parents' number on my phone." That is definitely a damn lie.

Mikey talks to another one of my friends at school and I saw him texting her. I told her to ask him for the parents number. He said why and assumed I wanted it. Since he assumed correctly I told her to text back saying that if he doesn't give me the number, I will find it myself and I WILL get him in trouble. All he said was to drop it.

I thought about dropping it. I really did. I don't get into drama. I'm not a drama person. Never was. But he did something that brought the fire back. 

Tuesday night:

He called Ashley threatening her that if I say anything to his parents, he would hurt her by snitching on her parents about a guy she USED to talk to when her parents forbid. Her parents are really strict so she really WOULD get into DEEP trouble.

I texted Mikey from Ashley's phone saying that if messed with me enough and that he can do whatever he wants. I would still get into contact with his parents whether if it's by phone or even in person. He said go for it. 

I called my mom to see if she had the number but she lost her memo book full of numbers. But guess what? Mikey's mom called Ashley. Instead of her picking up, I picked up. Mikey was surprised alright. I pointed out EVERY flaw in Mikey's lies. I said I have nothing to do with it. Ashley has nothing to do with it. And apparently, Amanda has nothing to do with it. She's just a victim to the lies as well. His mom ended up trusting me and Mikey got into deep deep deeeeepppp DEEEEEPP DEEEEEP trouble. AND! He said he wouldn't say anything to Ashley's parents, but through text.

I was relieved and Ashley was relieved. Drama sucks and I barely know how to take it. Well, it's all done and gone. It's thrown behind us and we're not looking back at it. Amanda and I are cool now too. So everything is fine xD

Thanks for reading/listening you guys.

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Great Week!

Why is my week going great so far? EASY! For the first time ever, I made an A on one of my chemistry exams. I studied during my whole camping trip and the night prior to the test. And oh my gosh, I finally made it out of the exam room with a great grade xD

Chemistry is so hard for me - General Chemistry at least. I don't think Organic chemistry seems as hard for me. 

Well, that was my Monday. My TUESDAY, oh gosh..!!!! xD

I had a psychology exam and I could possibly have made a 100 on it. Honestly, I think it was the easiest test in the world. I don't want to be part of the stereotypical category but guys' minds is the most perverted in comparison to girls, correct? Well my psychology test was nothing but on the subject - sex.

To sum it up, the test was about the phases of sex. I'll give you a summary. Horny, Happy, and Relieved. Basically it was just more detailed lols.

My roommate said it was really hard though. See, the thing about that is, it's hard to believe. We both have the same psychology test together. He was the one who bought the text book and we would just share it. My roommate took the book over the weekend and used it til the test. I didn't have a book but I found my own way to study. My roommate is very annoying when it comes to his studying. He has the most terrible study habits int he world. He really DOES NOT study!!! If you're not going to use your got damn book, please just let me use for my own benefit. I know that I have to do well in school. 

By the way, wait til I tell you about his chemistry test....

Anyways, when we both finished the psychology test, again he says that it was hard and I said it was easy. On the way back he said that if he fails his chemistry test, he's not going to the class anymore.

"Why go to the class if I'm just going to keep failing?"

If you knew my roommate, that was something stupid to say. He SOMETIMES goes to class, and when he does all he does is doodle and text. He doesn't take notes, and he doesn't listen. 

I asked him if he studied at all for the chemistry, assuming again that he didn't study like always. He said he studied all day....Yesterday NIGHT. I gave him a look and didn't say anything. Why?

He was with me all day and I was with him for a while at night. All he did was eat fruit and watch House. (House is  great show by the way). Was it really something to question why he got such a terrible grade? To inform you guys, he got a 45 and I got a 93.

When he DID come back from the test, he broke his white board. I mean really.....since my phone got stolen, I couldn't take a picture for you guys. I don't know how he broke his white board in the way he did but it didn't not look normal. I open the door. He's sleeping and on the floor is the bent up white board written, " I FAILED. Leave me alone."

I saw that and so I just left. Yes, I did tell everyone on the first floor of my dorm hall. We then started talking about Geeci's study habits like always. Everyone on this hall has told Geeci to study better. He doesn't listen so we basically gave up on him. His bad grades is because he brought it upon on himself.

My week was pretty great so far. Except that Tuesday night, but I'll post it up later. Thanks for reading you guys!

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Puppy!!

So, Mrs. Lamebutt showed me a video of a cute little puppy and said that if I don't think it's cute, I have no soul. o.O

Would that be true? Just because I didn't think that a puppy a cute, I have no soul? Huh??

It's everyone's opinion and everyone's opinion is different. My opinion is mine, and hers is hers.

Just because if I were to say that the puppy isn't cute, she would go "OHHHHHHH MYYYYY GAWD!!!!!!!". Yeah. That's right. I say oh my gosh, she says oh my gawd. That girl....lols

Well here's the video!

By the way, I DO find the puppy cute xP

So? Is the puppy cute? haha

Mrs. LB's link is here. I got the url from her anyways lols

http://dorkiixsimplicity.blogspot.com/

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My Camping Trip

On Friday, my camping trip was pretty sick. It was fun and I was in charge of the medical services. So many kids got hurt lols. Seriously, every 10 minutes, a kid would run to me crying all scraped up and hurt....

No one was seriously injured though - Thank goodness.

What sucks the most, though....was in the beginning of camp, one of my friends that wouldn't do wrong to me did.

Remember when I went to work for the first time? Well, I finally got paid. My friend...let's call him Dan, asked me to hold HIS pay check as well. I said go ahead and put it in the envelope with my money and stick it in the car. He did just that. When I worked, I got paid in cash but I got my money and transaction stapled though. He apparently cashed it with his father and took it with him to camp? Weird. I didn't care too much though.

Anyways, his mom came up to the camp later that night to pick up his money. I went to the car WITH his mom and got it. I pulled out my money and handed her his money along with my envelope since my money was stapled. Even more later on that night, his mom called him saying that I gave her short 200 bucks. Dan came and told me that and I didn't really have a reaction. I just told him that I gave her whatever he gave me. I gave him my car keys to look in my car just in case the money was in there.

He came out and said he couldn't find it. I said oh, sorry I don't know. I gave his mom whatever that was int he envelope. After that, everything ended up being peachy clean.

This morning (Sunday) I was aiding a kid. He was burning up and felt freezing, even though it was 86 degrees fahrenheit outside.... He put a blanket on top of him and I said sorry and I took it off of him.

Some girls that were sitting there....oh my gosh.....how so many people can be so dumb when it comes to medical knowledge. The girls called me a jerk and an asshole for taking the blanket off of him.

Are they dumb? I said that it's 86 degrees outside and he's FREEZING? Every one a the camp was hot and sweaty. I said if he keeps the blanket he would burn up and just plain out get stupid sick. All the girls said was oh. How dumb...

But after that, everyone left. The only person in my area was the boy who was having a fever.

By the way, you know those picnic chairs with the cup holders? Where I was sitting, there were two chairs next to each other. Because I was helping the kid, I ended up sitting on the chair closest to me. On the other char was my phone in the cup holder. Dan came and sat next to me. We were just talking. the thing is, when he had came over I looked at my first first. I have a habit of checking where my phone is every few minutes. Coincidentally I saw it when he sat down. When he got up and left, the phone was gone. Let me remind you that NO ONE was in my area but the sick kid. In the time of me looking at my phone, there were three - Dan the third.

The phone was gone and I was all pissed off because there would be no doubt that just coincidentally lost that phone like that AFTER Dan left. I ran after him but I was a little late. I gave him enough time to do whatever with the phone - hide it, etc..

I wanted to kill him so bad but I didn't know what to do. I would not be able to be a youth leader anymore if I were to beat him. So I did what I thought I had to do. I went a snitched on a higher authority. He went and tried to help me out but he didn't have any right or good enough suspicion to look through his stuff. I bent the rules and searched through his stuff. Still nothing. I didn't know what the hell he did with my phone.

I was so pissed off, I just went home. I think he just jacked my phone to just throw away because he thinks I jacked his money. It's whatever. I still want my phone back. There's more to it after I came home but I just stop it with that.

Other than all that, the camping trip was just fine. It was fun since I felt really important to the trip. I can actually say that without me, the camp would suck because everyone would be hurt xP

Since my phone is gone, all the pictures I took are gone....here are two pictures my friend took though. It's barely anything because there were sooooooo many nice scenery pictures I took. I'll try to get more pictures to show you guys xD

This was the area for kids 3rd grade to 6th grade.

I fell asleep and she took a picture of me. 'Nuff said haha

P.S. - IGNORE the fact that I was sleeping on a Hello Kitty pillow and that there was a ducky umbrella over me lols

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I'm it! Get it? lols

Aris tagged me on one of her posts and I thank you for it! Sometimes there's nothing fun going on in order to write about and this helps a lot! xD

It seems that I have to write what my favorites are in the little categories and tag 5 people haha. This will be interesting xP

1. Food - I love all food lols. (No sushi and no dried coconut. idk why but I just can't eat sushi. When I eat it I feel terrible and spit it out. I can eat seaweed. I can eat raw fish. I can eat rice. I just can't eat it once it's put together.... For the coconut, I just don't like the texture. Same goes for yogurt haha)

2. Colour - I.....LOVE....GREEN!!!!!!!!!! GREEN! GREEN! GREEN!!!!!!!

3. Animal - I have three favorites. 

• Birds - They're just very graceful and they sound and look very pretty. 
• Horses - I don't exactly have a real reason, but they look cool? They're like motorcycles but no need for gas xP
• Dolphins - They are the horses of water? haha

4. Sports Team - The LAKERRRSSSS!!!!!!

5. Dessert - I don't really eat desserts, but I like flan xD

 

6. Artist/Singer/Band - I have a favorite rapper but not exactly band. I'll just name some xD

• Rapper - DWayde of course xP DWayde is Lil Wayne btw haha 
• Band - Secondhand serenade
• Band - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
• Band - SR-71

7. Pair of Shoes - I am a GIRL when it comes to shoes lols

• Jordans - oh em gee
• Forces(Nike) - oh em gee

8. Outfit - I like Express? haha. I'm predictable when I dress, I guess lols

9. Skinny Jeans - Sure. I love all kinds of skinny jeans......I like the skinny ones and the other skinny ones too...

10. Brand -  Brand for clothes? Cars? I just don't like Abercrombie, American Eagle, Hollister, or any of those brands. Too "White" for me lols

11. Perfume - I wear SOOOOO many kinds of perfume......The pink ones, the purple ones, the blue ones...-_- No.

12. Accessory - My class ring and my special ring xD

13. City - I don't have one, but I live in one that many people like lols ATLANTA!

14. Hobby - I sing and play guitar and write poems xD

15. Beauty Product - I wear mascara, eye liner, eye shadow, alll THAT good stuff o.O.....

16. Snack - I like beef jerky xP

17. Holiday - I like Christmas. I get to stay home longer form school than the other holidays xhaha

 

18. Movie - I actually HAVE a favorite movie haha. August Rush :D

 

19. Song - Perfect Two - Auburn

20. Guillty Pleasure - Stuff lols ;P

Tags (If I tagged you, just do those categories and tag 5 others xD)

1. Maki - http://dorkiixsimplicity.blogspot.com/
2.  SakixDesu - http://sakixdesu.blogspot.com/
3. Gabriel Viray - http://everydaymachine.blogspot.com/
4. David - http://hiimdavidd.blogspot.com/
5. Falming Sky - http://flamingskyy.blogspot.com/

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The Karate Kid

I FINALLY saw the new karate kid with Jackie Chan and Jaden Smith. With this remake to 1984's classic The Karate Kid, Harold Zwart shows that he's capable of far more than his previous works have shown us. The tone he establishes in this underdog story of a young boy who learns to stand up for himself by way of martial arts and the man who teaches them to him is similar to a very good cover of a classic song; he reminds us why we love the old one while giving us reasons to appreciate the new version. The acting from Jaden Smith is easily the best we've seen from him to date, and Jackie Chan turns in a rare dramatic performance that makes us want to see more of that side of him. With beautiful cinematography and a solid story that follows the old but knows just how to deviate and keep us watching, this is one of the biggest and best surprises of 2010 to date.

You all should see it if you're like me and finally saw it in 2011....lols

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